My Life My Rule?

I want to make my life based on my own rules...
Can I?Probably not...

A lot of rules in my life
Rules for being a friend

1. I need to have an affection to being a good friend...: Well..did my friends have a same thought?Nope..
2. I need to have a big patient to forgive all of the jokes and hear their problem..: Well...did I got the same forgiveness from their? Not at all.. Do no why but some people think if they didn't need to think what will they said to me...coz I will always smile

Rules for being a lover

1. I have to know his temper,weakness,fear and the other : Well...He never want to know what the reason of my tears...What is I afraid the most..
2. I have to smile every moment I with him..: well I just have a little chance to see his smile...

Rules for being someone who can be believed in organisation

1. I have to be able handle everything : Well..than who want to help me handle all of my problem?
2. I have to be compatible with everyone : well...who tried to be compatible with me ><

Tired of these kind of things...
bit What I hate the most was my own self who did all of that rules...
Who can't stop my own mind to think who will be able to make everyone smile..
I'm not an angel..yeah...I just like to make someone smile...