Should Belong TOgether

Hi there...
haha...Just try to make another song..
So here it is the lyric..
Enjoy

Should Belong Together
by : me ><..haha

I saw you and realize
It doesn't matter even if we lived in the different world
The truth you're here
Next to me with your smile

You make me blush with your angel heart
Came to me and made me feel your wings
I did nothing to get your notice
You was the one who made our wonderful world

Reff :
We belong together
One to each other
Close our ears
Why we should care about the word suit from the stranger?

I can't let you go
Even if I pretend and try
Just close our ears
Why we should care about the word suit from the stranger ?

Bridge:
For the sake of our love it's okay to act as an egoist one. Because it the only way to maintain our love...

Be mature

Be mature..I heard that kind of words more often these day..

Everyone try to make some change on their life.Don't care if there is any chance or not..

I was someone who stayed in the confuse zone...try to realize a question.. "Need I?"

Become mature?

Well....

Doesn't that just a simple matter that like a kind of habit in human life?

Why people need to make it bigger than it must?

On the path of become mature..I found a lot of random things...

There was someone who told me if he was my friend but stabbed me on my back.It was hurt..Yeah..Of course..But wasn't it something that I will meet in the future too?

I started to know which is people that used in my life and which is better get off from mine.Another problem...'Used' in my dictinary didn't have any line with the contain of feeling..

They just some people who MUSt there in my life so I can stand still and looked like I smile even I felt the other way.

On the one hand,they called friend..

but in the other hands,they called enemy

Be mature..

Isn't that means that I need to stay with someone that I need not I want?

Be mature...

Is This Love ?

Hi There..haha..

Isshashiburi..

Such a long time from last time I wrote in this blog..

I did some proggress in my music life ><

Try to make some music and here the lyric ^^

When I first saw your smile

My lonely dark met the star

Looking for something strange..something new

Something that I never felt before

Like a pure and innocent kid

I need you like my presonal rain

I don't know how to act,how to stand

I want to yell so you will tell me

Reff :Is this love?Do you love me or not?

I want to run into you,for sure

I really can't express..everything that's in my heart

I want you to find me

Explain what kind of disease you gave to me

Bridge :You always make me blushing,trembling, melting,turning and waiting

Explain what kind of disease you gave to me

That's all haha...Try to give your comment..

Enjoy^^

Happy scrolling ><

What is commitment?

Sometimes I think What is the meaning of commitment for the truth?
Terlalu banyak community yang sudah meninggalkan komitmennya sekarang dan hal itu juga membuat pengikutnya meninggalkan community tersebut..

then Who's false?

Nicky kecewa dengan 2 tempat yang Nicky ikutin..tempat di mana awalnya Nick merasakan sesuatu yang namanya keluarga dan profesionalitas bekerja bersamaan...

Awalnya masalah intern kemudian berkembang dengan keegoisan mencapuradukkan masalah pribadi dengan masalah kelompok dan berlanjut dengan ketidaknyamanan kemudian keluarlah para member satu demi satu...

Sedangkan yang satu lagi..karena ternyata kenyataan selalu benar...Setiap orang punya hidupnya masing-masing..membuat sebuah komitmen bersama dengan sekelompok orang yang besar ..?Or course sulit banget...Sampai pada akhirnya semua menghilang tanpa sebab apalagi penjelasan..


Terlalu banyak misi yang diungkapkan malah membuat sebuah visi dilupakan..

I am being in a place that needed and accepted me~Nickyisland

My Life My Rule?

I want to make my life based on my own rules...
Can I?Probably not...

A lot of rules in my life
Rules for being a friend

1. I need to have an affection to being a good friend...: Well..did my friends have a same thought?Nope..
2. I need to have a big patient to forgive all of the jokes and hear their problem..: Well...did I got the same forgiveness from their? Not at all.. Do no why but some people think if they didn't need to think what will they said to me...coz I will always smile

Rules for being a lover

1. I have to know his temper,weakness,fear and the other : Well...He never want to know what the reason of my tears...What is I afraid the most..
2. I have to smile every moment I with him..: well I just have a little chance to see his smile...

Rules for being someone who can be believed in organisation

1. I have to be able handle everything : Well..than who want to help me handle all of my problem?
2. I have to be compatible with everyone : well...who tried to be compatible with me ><

Tired of these kind of things...
bit What I hate the most was my own self who did all of that rules...
Who can't stop my own mind to think who will be able to make everyone smile..
I'm not an angel..yeah...I just like to make someone smile...

Journey in a life

We both know..if life just once..
Makanya semua orang di bumi ini selalu berusaha melakukan apa yang menurut mereka tepat digunakan buat ngabisin hidup yang pendek..
Buat manusia, hidup yang pendek cukup digunakan untuk membahagiakan diri mereka
Buat beberapa lainnya, hidup itu digunakan untuk membuktikan kalau mereka memang pernah hidup..Dengan cara apa?Of course bertanding atau berusaha membuat sesuatu yang besar.

Yah well..tapi ini hidup gw..Hidup di mana yang penting adalah gw pernah berbuat sesuatu sehingga waktu gw gak ada nanti orang gak cuma bilang ."oh,kayaknya gw kenal tuh sama si Regi"

Dozing off during my life

Hmm..
what is the essential of life?Nicky mencoba untuk mencari hal itu dalam hariharinya
tapi gak semudah itu ditemukan ya?
I'm stretching out my self more than I know
and when I stop...I realize if I was still unexperienced 15 years old...
I can't do a lot of things without no one support and help me..
Terlalu banyak yang gak bisa ditahan dengan dua buah tangan..
Terlalu banyak pekerjaan yang gak sanggup diselesaikan oleh satu buah otak..
Dan tetep..
Terlalu banyak masalah yang bisamenggerubungi 1 orang..

without sound is more confusing

Hwhwhwhw..
Nicky more than confuse now...
Mau nangis juga udah capek....
Hmm...suara ada sebuah unsur yang gak bisa hilang dalam hidup Nicky.I will always got a problem without this..and now..here it is....
Mungkin perlu diulang lagi kalau Nicky tidak sepandai itu mengerti sebuah masalah.I will know if I have a new problem from the other people but I still can't guess what's the problem...I was sure I'm not a God,remember that?
Sedangkan sekarang Nicky sedang dihadapkan oleh kemarahan yang gak 'mau' dijelaskan.Ini bener-bener gak nyaman.Why?Karena dia adalah orang yang gak bisa diabaikan...I ever appreciated and need him...
So please....Nicky bener-bener gak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan dengan sebuah sikap diam...Please bilang apa salahnya Nicky,apa yang harus diperbaiki.I always open with it...

U can shout to me but you can't ignore me...It more hurt than a slap

huaaah...makan gratis memang mantapzzz

happy tiger year + Valentine kawandzzzz.....
Hahahaha
Di even kali ini Nicky jadi panitia di acara gereja dan whuupsss....
acaranya super rame..
walaupun agak mencurigakan kalo diliat siapa aja yang dateng
kebetulan emang acara kali ini menyediakan makanan gratis dan undangan diundang untuk semua umat..kebayang dong berapa banyak orang yang suka gratisan diijinkan dateng dan makan bareng...
Hmm..
masalahnya adalah..
gak cuma menarik orang2 seperti itu..tapi juga banyak orang2 yang 'padahal' gak ada hubungan apapun tapi dateng dan membuat kerusuhan..
hhhh...
mas udah bagiin 3 kardus masih kurang juga..
apalagi kalau dilihat2 wajar juga kurang kemarin...lah wong banyak yang bawa kantung plastik...
yaaah.....
gak bisa ngomong deh..hehehehe

Ini masalah konsep

I got a problem...
hehehe...kayaknya udah biasa banget denger kata-kata ini dari Nicky....Selama hidup yang namanya masalah emang gak ada habisnya(cuma berharap ada jedanya)...
Ini masalah konsep...
Konsep mengenai perhatian...
apa sebuah perhatian harus disalahartikan?
Ada yang bilang orang yang perhatian itu munafik,cari muka dan berusaha terlihat baik bisa dibilang jaga image...Benarkah?Nicky gak bisa menilai...Bukankah semua orang banyak yang melakukan hal itu?terlepas dari benar atau tidaknya
Ada yang bilang orang yang perhatian itu bearti punya perasaan khusus...Benarkah?well..untuk Nicky..beberapa hal it's right....Beberapa hal..apa harus punya perasaan khusus kalau mau perhatian dengan orang lain?Bagaimana kalau perhatiannya memang disebar merata untuk semua orang?atau si pemberi perhatian memang menakarkan porsi sesuai dengan resipien perhatian...

Ini masalah konsep...
karena gak ada yang bisa bilang mana yang benar mana yang salah...
Personally,di pikiran Nicky memberikan perhatian itu sebuah sikap...anggap aja sikap awal kalau si pemberi perhatian memang senang melakukan hal itu.dia senang kalau ngeliat orang yang dikasih perhatian senyum....apalagi kalau bilang thanks...
Hmm..lagi-lagi ini maslaah konsep seseorang...
Yang untuk Nicky...memberi perhatian gak pernah salah...Karena orang yang diberi perhatian bebas kok berpikir apa saja tentang arti dari perhatian itu...

Ya..ini masalah konsep....

dan kalau perhatian saja bisa jadi masalah dalam hidup Nicky...
it means..emang ada yang salah...
dan salah...
harus diperbaiki...